Raving Mad

I'm mad. Pissy, Hissy, Put-a-gun-to-your-head mad..

I have always stood up against something i deem as an injustice. These usually include standing up for people i don't even like simply because it's the right thing to do. It usually gets me in trouble. But it's something i risk and i am willing to go through.

I feel strongly about something which causes another person to suffer unnecessarily. Be it abuse cases, cheating, rudeness, racism, discrimination.. you name it.

But this... this is too much. This is not about losing money, losing face or even gaining bruises and broken ribs.

This is slaughter.

I hate it when I feel helpless and unable to help in a big way. I registered to become an aid worker but my skills are limited and they actually require doctors and nurses... not PR Managers.

I am boycotting all the American brands.. never was a big fan of McDs and Starbucks anyways. And I get upset when i see people spending their money there. I know it's unreasonable for me to feel this way as it's up to everyone what they want to do with their money but I just feel so upset about it. I mean, if they are children (who love McDs), I don't mind it... cause they don't know better and.. well, they're just kids.

It's the adults who piss me off. They bitch and moan about the atrocities and yet.... and yet..

My anger was further fuelled by the images of a circus they call Mawi's wedding at the Palace of the Golden Horses.

(Did you know, normally, when a Sultan or Yg Dipertuan Besar passes away, in the past, all TV stations would not show any entertainment programs out of mourning. But you know what happened in December 2008? Allahyarham Tuanku Jaafar passed on. Next day? Mawi's wedding in all it's glory on tv!
How 'sensitive' ey? A friend once told me that the 'arts/entertainment' reflect the people. If this insensitivity and obsession with Mawi is a reflection on Malaysians, what are your conclusions?)

But I digress. Let me continue my line of ranting:

I went through the depressed stages... getting really upset, crying and sobbing and too upset to do anything. I actually stayed on a couch for 48 hours straight unable to move cause i was too depressed.

But now i'm pissed! Because this has gone on for too long. 3 weeks and no signs of it ending anytime soon.

All this talk and no action. It just makes my blood boil.

Especially when i watch the news and see these faces which remind me of my little darlings..my nephews, nieces and brothers.. even my parents. Innocent lives brutally murdered and raped by shrapnel tearing through their flesh.

Do you know what shrapnel does to the human body? It tears you to pieces. It's having many many sharp pieces of metal piercing through your flesh. Can you imagine how it would hurt? Do you know you die a slow death bleeding on the insides?

Now can you imagine your children being pierced by thousands of shrapnel? It is the most hideous, most painful way to die.

This is what I see when i look at the pictures.

Yeah, sure you can say that in war there are always casualties. Sure, go on.. say it and try to make yourselves feel better.

Did you know the Israeli army in one of the most sophisticated and advanced in the world? Combine that with US backing and they are invincible.

Talk about civilian casualties, being one of the most sophisticated army in the world, the israeli army is able to target a car with an air strike. At NIGHT. That's how they killed a Hamas leader. But guess what? AFTER bombing the car, they waited till a large crowd had gathered at the car when they decided to make doubly sure the guy was dead by bombing the CROWD of civilians with 2 shrapnel bombs.

Was any civilian casualties reported? Of course not! But there were actually 50 severely wounded (mostly children) and 5 dead (2 children).

Itu belum kira lagi yg dah cacat kena potong kaki and tangan to save their lives.

So don't talk to me about casualties. There's nothing "casual" about it. Please.

And the thing is, so many foreigners are being killed too. In one case, a (very pretty) American activist was standing in front of an Israeli army bulldozer to stop it from demolishing the homes of the Palestinians. What did they do? They bulldozed her. They ran her over from her legs up to her head. She died a painful death like so many others.. and so far it has been in vain.

Journalists are also being targetted, UN aid workers are being targetted, ambulances, schools, mosques, hospitals are being targetted.

So don't fucking talk to me about fucking casualties. Sophisticated army in the world can't read? Can't see the UNRWA sign on the UN AID van? Can't tell the difference between a clearly marked UN hospital/school?

I don't buy that shit. If anyone reading this buys that shit, you should have your head checked.

And above all... this is a goddamn occupation. The Israelis (Zionists) are OCCUPYING GAZA and calling it SELF DEFENCE.

That is like the Japanese killing and bombing us during the Japanese Occupation in Malaya. And calling it self defence.

Makes you go WTF? doesn't it?

You know what I think? I think the leaders of the world should gather their balls back... i think the 'great' United States of America should start thinking about all the blood on their hands and take back their testicles which they gave to Israel and start doing what's right.

Or else we'll need another super power.

I'd like to say thank you to all the Jews around the world, especially the Jewish International Communities.. for protesting and calling a halt to this unholy, unjust, illegal occupation and war.

And I would like to caution everyone, that this is not a religious issue. Please don't turn this into a religious issue. YES, muslims should unite to save their brethren but don't condem ALL jews. It is the Zionists whom you should blame. The aggressor.

To the Malaysian government, I would like to highlight the idiocy of last week's Khutbah Jumaat where Imams mentioned that suicide bombers die as MARTYRS. I am not afraid or embarrassed to say that that is the most idiotic, absurd and embarrasing LIE. Allah never condoned the taking of innocent lives. Neither does He condone SUICIDE. All you are doing is stoking the fires of discrimination and racism. So stop it, and please next time, THINK WISELY before you give the Imam's their scripts for Friday. THIS IS UNACCEPTABLE.

Again, don't make this a religious issue. This is about HUMANITY. What's RIGHT AND WRONG.

THE BIGGEST 'CASUALTY' OF THIS WAR IS PEACE.

I hate that word. 'Casualty'. There's nothing CASUAL about it.

For the people behind this war, be it Condoleeza (ie Dumbest Bitch Alive) or Ehud Olmert, YOU ARE ALL COWARDS. THE BIGGEST COWARDS IN HISTORY. Stop hiding behind your PR arms. They are bad liars just as you are COWARDS. Try truth, you might find it refreshing. Admit the truth that you are trying to annihilate the Palestinians so that you can expand your settlements.

For Land and Water.
Does this remind you of the movie '300'?

Land and Water. Based on actual events, there was a great war too, no?

Land and Water. Think about it.